Thursday, June 30, 2011

How a Carpenter Works…


June 29, 2011

How does a carpenter work
When that Carpenter
Is no ordinary Man
But fully a Man?

An ordinary man can be average
Or above average
In terms of skill
In terms of speed
In terms of workmanship

But how does a carpenter work
When that Carpenter
Is no ordinary Man
Though fully a Man?

How did You look as You planned Your day
And went along Your merry way
Hacking and cutting and measuring
Checking, re-measuring, and attaching?

Did You work all by Yourself
Or did You ever supervise others?
Was Your calling of those fishermen
Not something new of You at all?

If You did work with others, how did they feel
When they saw how perfectly You estimated things
How cleanly You built things?

How did they feel
When, under the sweltering sun
You could still make jokes
Still make them laugh
Always lightening the load?

How did they feel
When they saw how quickly
You worked through Your tasks for the day?
And still turning out perfect work
With nothing sticking out
Where it shouldn’t be?

When Your mom watched You working
Did she ever marvel at what she was seeing?
Did she always shake her head in wonder
Whenever she saw You making
Something beautiful out of the ugly
While getting the dust and grime on Yourself
That You’d just dust off with a nonchalant grin?

Did other carpenters ever want to imitate You?
Did they envy Your skill?
Or the wisdom which embodied You?

Did they see Your face shine with joy
Even at the slightest chore?
Did they ever wonder why You never complained
And always seemed to build some more?

And did those same people who worked with You
See You as You treaded that long, dusty road?
Did they hear the pounding and hammering
Inside the frame that was losing all strength it showed?

How did they feel as they saw Your face splintered
As You lugged that last piece of timber?
How did they feel as they saw You falter and fall
Knowing they rarely ever saw that, if at all?

Did they remember how You worked with spikes
The same ones that now hold Your hands?
Did they remember how You used to have no trouble
Carrying even the heaviest of the rubble?

Did they ever wonder
And shake their heads at the irony
That the Carpenter is now part
Of that which He used to work with daily?

Is it an accident
Or did You already intend it:
That everyday of Your life
You could run Your hands through timber
And run Your fingers over spikes
As You work and build
Work and build
Looking forward to the day
When You would be building
Your masterpiece

And in that masterpiece
You continued to build
You continue to build

You’ve always been a Builder, haven’t You?
Enjoying the work of Your hands
Knowing that each stroke is perfect
And each cut is just as You want it


If each stroke with You is perfect
Then each blow on Your back had its reason
If each cut is just as You want it
Then each lash against Your flesh accomplished something
Something only You know
Something You want me to know…

Is that how You feel about me, too?
Even when I feel so weak and frail?
If you as a Carpenter could be so proud
Are You as proud of me as well?

And as the master Builder
Here You stand
Satisfied
Knowing that
The Bride You’re making
The beloved one You’re forming
Is exactly how You want her
Is exactly how You’ve meant her to be

And as You stand back
I see the joy in Your face
I see the pride in Your contenance
As You stand back
I see Your smile:
You stand satisfied
It is finished.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Love Gives All


This week, the Lord brought my attention to the first commandment... and showed me that it was a description of the way He loves. It amazed me that He described it as "with all your heart, all your mind, all your soul, all your strength." Could it not have been only "love," period?

And He told me something every interesting: Human love is already very much tinted. We tend to compartmentalize things, like we can “feel” in love with someone but not give much of our time, or not much of an effort. But with God, it’s one whole package. When He says He loves us, He loves us with every beat of His heart, with every fiber of His being, with all that He is!

This is why the teaching that “God is love, but He is also holy,” has some danger in it—it makes us think of God as having many different personalities, when in fact, it is all One. He is holy, there is none like Him, because of who He is, and He is Love. Even His wrath is an expression of His love, as He destroys everything that hinders love.

Can you imagine? This is the picture offered by theLord’s Supper. Jesus is saying to you, “I give you all of Me. Nothing more, nothing less.”

When He says He will show you His love, you will never find the end of it because He is going to be showing you more and more of Himself!

In essence, He is saying, “It won’t be love if I didn’t give you My all.” 

Thank You, Jesus... :) 

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Control-Alt-Delete...

I went to bed last night feeling stressed about everything----pulled in all directions, annoyed at other people, frustrated with myself. And the Lord gave me a funny dream: I was with my family, and an aunt, who was well known for chewing people out, was scolding my sister-in-law for something she did that my aunt didn't approve of. Instead of staying silent like I would've done in real life, I spoke up to her, but not disrespectfully: I went up to her a bit after the incident and asked her, "Auntie, do you want me to tell you why you got so angry?" 

She laughed at me and teased, "Oh, so you're a mind-reader now?" 

I was afraid she would turn on me, but for some reason, I was also confident that what I had to say had to be said. 

I went on to explain that whatever my sister-in-law did bugged her because she wanted to know everything before it happened; my aunt needed to know everything was in control, in her control. And it annoyed her to know she wasn't in control. 

In my dream, my aunt was amazed at my insight, and then she left. But I was left mulling, thinking I could've said something more, that she did not always have to be in control, as there was One who was taking care of things, who cared for her enough to be the One whom she could trust to be in control. 

And for some strange reason, in my dream, I realized I was talking to myself! I didn't have to be in control all the time; I'd read worldly books that commended risk-takers who reduced the risk by gaining control, and all that, but my case was different: I didn't have to be in control because Jesus, who loved me more that life, was in control. 

And I'm safe in His hands. :) 

He who did not spare His own Son, but gave Him up for us all, how will He not also give us all things (Romans 8:32)?